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DEAR ALLAH!

HEY ALLAH!! nhi pata kia hogya hai,  aesa lag raha sab kho dia hai, shyd sabne mujhe chor dia hai, nhi.... khudse mene khudko tor dia hai, intezaar hai apka or kitna tarpaogey,  kb mujhe khud se milaogey, kb apne pass bulaogey, or kitna mujhe tarpaogey, kb mujhe apna banaogey, is zindage ke safar mein wafa mujhme nhi, khud se hai gilla apse to nhi, manzil ko pana tha manzil hi na rahe, shyd khud ko mana raha tha, apko nhi, apno ne toora hai apne nhi, logon ne chora hai apne nhi, auron ko chorein saara qusooor mera, shyd. mein to khud ka khud bhi nhi, to ku kr rha hu mein ye apne sath, kia  janta nhi hu khud ke raaz, ya jaanke kr rha khud ko barbaad, ya dil mein abh bhi hai thodi aas, galat to hn mein hi sahee, ke mein dhoond raha wafa apno ke pass, wo sun to rahe the mere har bt, or keh rahe the hm haina sath, phr khol dye ku mere wo saare raaz, kia galti mere thi ke mene wafa thi maangi, hn mere glti thi ke insaano se maangi, nhi apse koi gilla nhi ap to mera sab se pass, itne ki jitn

DEAR GOD!

How long will you make me wait, Tormenting me in this state? When will I meet myself, When will you call me, my fate? When will you make me yours, And close these painful doors? In this life's journey, loyalty's not within me, Grievances with myself, not with Thee. I sought the destination, but it disappeared, Convincing myself, not you, my Dear. What more can I say? Maybe I was never meant to stay. My own have broken me, not strangers, Others left, but my own caused dangers. Forget others, the fault is mine, I'm not even true to myself, divine. Why do I do this to my heart? Do I not know my secrets from the start? Am I ruining myself on purpose? Or is there hope beneath the surface? I'm wrong for seeking loyalty so near, They listened, pretending to care. But then revealed my secret scars, Was it wrong to ask for loyalty in stars? Yes, my fault was seeking loyalty in humans, So Prone to break and cause confusion. No grievance with You, my closest friend, As close as so